Are there real friends or acquaintances! I
ask myself this a lot these days
friends that are only good weather friends
they are not detectable all the time you
them they only talk to you when you have
or you invite them out and you pay
You know the type be sick or in trouble and
they say we are sorry!
Or there are the ones that come around if
they need something?
You know them always needing something
or they need to borrow something, but you
ever need something you will never get it
they make up a lie or an excuse why you
can't have it
but an hour later they be around and need
like money or whatever is of value.
These people are users and abusers
if you're dead they will rob the money from
and take your last dime you have and not
think about it.
They rob elderly people's money if they can
and the mentally ill,
they're always there wanting something from
And if you have no money or need something
never there for you and pissed off you
don't have it!
And do not have something they need you
will see they're true colors.
The world is bad I think
At the rate it is going we are in trouble.
I see hell on earth on the way for us here
You think I am joking or another a nut?
Not at all I'm very sane to sane.
Just today on the news a nine year old girl
And her friend killed a little boy.
They went to court and got sent home to
their mom unbelievable.
The way things are now Diddlers rape,
Torture and kill children at school with
guns acting like Rambo killing teachers and other kids!
I have to wonder what the hell is going on.
That's not to mention grown adults
Picking off people with a gun at a shopping
Children at a known school for kids or a
Now what is next? Something has to happen!
Just what I am not sure of, I think it will
be very big enough to wake up people, to the fact that things
Can't go on like they are no more, the rate
Bizarre craziness keeps happening something
has to give.
Well I'm driving to my work and I think to
Well I wonder what will give, I am riding
and I hear
Radio my best friend Mark M got to the Job
and went off
Shot the boss and 38 people execution style
in the head
Everyone dead but me! What kind of news do
you have today?
living on the Streets!
Life is not easy on the street;
well in fact it is no bills you don't have
to worry about food!
Yes I never did "believe it".
I was a Drunken, Alcoholic or shit
We would take turns Stemming Money that's a
nice way to say; pan handle or beg for
It's funny some people say I would never do
but when you come back with a hundred
dollars and liquor,
weed and food see how fast these people
same do eat and drink.
But it gets very bad I remember Sunday no
sick so sick throwing up all day long.
It only gets worse after a while you
don't want to do nothing but drink,
if you stop you are the sickest you will
so you find ways to drink you save
some but that never works, so you drink
Nyquil, Mouthwash anything with alcohol
I even tried rubbing alcohol and almost
No one cares you are a
shit bum scum
of the earth you stink after a while;
your pants because you have runs and
can't take a shower to sick you just drink!
All the money you make you spend on alcohol
so you start eating and eat out of the
or beg fast food places or steal the food.
And then you get so bad you cannot walk
so you go to the hospital with IVs all over
dead or in a coma.
Being Locked up
Being locked up is hell on earth
I started running from home at 8 or 9 got
for trying to kill my stepfather for
beating my mom,
things got worse after I was in,
back and forth until 18 I learned nothing
but how to go back I was institutionalized!
And in much trouble had no living skills,
I keep going back trying to survive life on
All screwed up in NY went to prison
for the last time almost well I made it to
Bridgewater maximum security for the
criminally insane unbelievable!
Then I started working on myself learning
how I was going to stay out it did not
happen over night very long process.
I had to relearn everything keeping a room
to live be the first; this was very hard
because I was an Alcoholic, you think it's
The World is changing
And it is pretty clear what it is,
people are getting more and more callous.
Children are growing up worse and worse
are not taking time to teach them right or
the sins of the fathers are handed down but
I guess you can call it whatever you want
but fact is its happen fast just watch the
Now I do not have to say more.
What can we do to tell you the truth
Just be careful you take care of yours.
I do what I can to help others
and taking care of my business and staying
Many are predators waiting for you,
smiling in your face and all the time
waiting watching for that moment, "best
watch your friends".
Life is a mystery who knows all things'
who made us and why we hear
has anyone seen the Maker
and is there one?
Some say there is not.
Look at the Heavens they never end
or they never begin
dose it start somewhere.
What happens when we die?
And what will happen if we live!
life is a mystery who knows all things?
What will happen tomorrow
is there good and evil.
Who really can say and be honest.